i can't seem to access my blog. don't know if it's a good or bad thing.

anyway today was pretty fun! after chinese in school, xianny and tab came over to changed and we made our way to pretti's house. and omg, she served us lots and LOTS of food. =) ya-dah. watched basketball matches, caused of step's influence. =)

hmm, and more food. and we played badminton! which i sucked at of course.

then we had the caramel pudding thing, and then ailin suddenly came out with a tub of ice cream which was ~heavenly.

lol, inside joke. =)

hmm, when we and tab realised we were late, so mat offered to take cab with us to joo chiat to take bus or something, but after getting caught in the jam for so long, we decided to stop at eunos mrt to take a train. and we spent five bucks driving a circle, with jams in between. what a waste of money. =(

anyways, we got to church, and i just didn't feel there, you know during worship. but when praise started, everything was alright. i went into church with a heavy heart, and sang through worship with that heavy heart. i thought everything was gonna come out. but hell no, everything just remained inside, like i was cold or some thing. but when praise started. everything felt warm and happy and right.

it was good. and i left church a happy person. who cares about the worries in the world now, when salvation lives in me. lol. anyway my cell is mad la. gareth was screaming all through praise. lol. and supper wasn't supper cause we just talked and didn't ate much. haha. cause apparently the acid created 20 holes in their insides. nvm! inside joke. =)

overall today was cool, except when i did some self-reflecting.

anyway i don't know if accountancy is something i want to get into. cause it's something that my mum says is good for me. not something that i want to do, which in this case is chemical engineering. but obviously i can't just think of what i like, but what i can do in future. well chem engineering is a guy dominated job. and accountancy is like related to money which my mum says that s'pore will need, obviously. but sigh~.

i should just study 1st ah, don't think too much.

one minute i think i've got it all planned out, another minute i think i don't have a clue at all. :(

sigh, sometimes i think i'm too pratical to a fault. like certain things cause i don't wanna give myself a chance cause i think that will affect me this way that way, and that in the future what will happen. all this stuff. i think too much.

i wanna be a humble worshipper.

thats all.